Meltdown to Prešov
I started my day with a weigh-in and a meltdown. I am officially 58 kg! Insert all the bad words I don’t really want to say. I am angry. It’s been a continuous weight gain since October 2025. What happened in October? My first miscarriage and then my second in January. I don’t get a pregnancy, but I do get weight gain.
After working through my anger, I packed this morning for work and my photography trip and left the house without my phone. A few tram stops later, I turned around and took the day off because I also didn’t sleep last night. Staying home from work was the best thing for me, and it helped me.
Now I am on the train, which is 45 minutes late, enjoying the journey to Prešov, where I will shower, prepare for tomorrow’s wedding, and sleep. I am loving the travelling, but I’m missing my husband or wishing I had a friend along. It’s still a nice time, though. Riding first class was the best decision and the only way I travel long distances by train when alone.
