Pushing Through
Today started out on a pretty sad note. A friend of mine is going through some tough things. It’s always heartbreaking when hope is crushed, but even in my own pain, I am thankful that our hope in God can never be crushed and His promises are true.
The past two days I have been getting some amazing sleep, but then I find myself extra sleepy throughout the day. Those two things don’t add up in my head, and I have no clue why my eyes are half shut. I catch myself sleepwalking through the day and then have to snap out of it so that I can be present and engaged.
I’m really noticing a pattern that before my period and during my period I have the most energy, but then after my period I deteriorate. It takes me about a week to bounce back to my normal state.
My temptation today is to wish this day away. To stare at my phone until the day passes by. It’s something I need to take time to work through with Jesus.
