Ramblings, Wind, and Lilacs
Lilacs in my hands, Jesus in my heart.
I’m just plain tired.
Despite that, I really believe I gave my best to my students today. It’s been a hectic week for most of us—except for me yesterday, when I stayed home with Tín. That quiet break feels like a gift now.
One beautiful thing today: I brought a few stems of lilac for a friend. I love carrying flowers. There’s something about having them in my hands that makes the day feel softer, even when everything else feels rushed
The Need for a Little More Time
On my way to work and back, I realized my train rides aren’t long enough.
I need more time. Time to breathe, to ponder, to decompress after the day. Just a little more space between all the doing.
I love my morning commute. It’s honestly one of my favorite parts about working—those quiet in-between minutes where nothing is expected of me.
A Windy Day, A Bright Sun
It’s yet another windy day, but I’m not complaining. The sun was shining so beautifully it felt like it was refreshing my soul.
When I get home, my plan is to finish editing A Year to Inspire: Week 14 and then knit for a bit. I really need to finish my shawl so I can move on to the next project (there are always more lined up).
It’s my ‘Friday’, and I’m thankful. I don’t have any plans tomorrow, and Saturday I’m home all day—which means I can finally start a sewing project. I’m planning to make a pair of pants I can wear to work next week. Maybe I’ll cut the fabric tomorrow and finish it on Saturday.
Things I’m Dreaming About
A few creative ideas that are currently living in my head:
– A black-and-white photo shoot with expired film
– Exploring Old Town with my camera—specifically my Canon Elan 7 (film camera)
– Sewing that pair of pants
Of course, I also have three tests I need to grade before Tuesday. And if I’m honest, I’m not great at making time for things like that outside of work.
The Good in the Ordinary
Days like today aren’t wildly exciting. They’re full of lists and laundry and the wind pulling at my coat. But they make space for dreaming, and that’s something I never want to lose.
Sometimes, the way to get unstuck from routine is to let your mind wander. To imagine something lovely. To plan a new project, even if you’re too tired to start it right away.
“Even ordinary days hold space for beautiful plans.”
If today’s post feels like rambling, that’s okay. Not every day is noteworthy—and yet, I write to hold space for my thoughts, my hopes, and the little things I might otherwise forget.
And if you’re here just for the photos, that’s more than enough for me.
What’s something small you’re dreaming about right now?
